baby vs parents

today, as usual, we went to granny's house..

my cousin brought her baby along, and we played with Zizou..

when he was placed on the bed, his father played with him by holding his hands left to right and vice versa..
i feel the fatherhood from KeanHeng, the way it is indescribable..

it flashes some memories of mine who had been left behind and hidden.. the way my dad did to me when i was young..
somehow, i remember some..

well, this is the 1st time I am so close to a family who had just welcome a baby to this world..
i feel the feeling.. which i had never felt before..

the way a father looks at his baby,
a mother who put hopes on her baby..

when i was sitting on the bed beside Zizou, I looked at his parents, the eye contact to the baby..
the feeling that is just so close and warm.. the way they are looking forwards for their baby..

mummy who is willing to breast feed her baby every 2 hours.. non-stop..
daddy who is willing to take the responsibility to his family..
the 2 persons who are willing to contribute to the family with their very true love..



OMG!!! i sound like a daddy.... XS


well, honestly, i felt it..


I even tell Zizou,
'must listen to your parents ok?'
in my heart, i say,
'you will be very close with this uncle as you are growing up, as you are an apple of my eyes..'
'and don't be ___ in future!!'

even me, this uncle also puts hopes on him,
so, what about his parents??

and throw this question back to us,
what about our parents??