Friday, December 26, 2008

one month from today

what is the date of 'one month from today'?

it's 26th January..

generally, it is a 1st day of Chinese New Year.. it's CNY again.. here comes again..
it is a special day.. many of my relatives gather together at my granny's place and pai nien and getting angpau.. besides that, we can GAMBLE.. lolz.. it is part of 'tradition'!!
blaming on 'tradition' though.. lolz..

ok, people who know me well, guess they WON'T forget this day..
I had a great celebration this year, as i had mentioned few times on my blog and I really appreciate all this..
i hope I will hear from my friends and darling.. hehe..
SURPRISE also!! haha..

ok, not demanding on anything.. lolz..

well, take care people..
new year, new life..
hope everyone has a better year ahead..

I'm waiting the day after a month..

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Merry Christmas 2008!!

wish everyone of you has a great day today..

when the clock strikes 12AM, I was watching a Christmas show called 'Christmas Card' at Hallmark channel, and I like that storyline..
it is a Christmas show based on a love story..

they are brought together by faith, an army who came to the small place for a purpose, with some other reasons, he is staying there until his off is ended..
somehow, the two human beings start to fall in love with each other..
and they are played by FAITH.. omg.. i like that.. haha.. opps..

the story is not THAT simple, just that i summarised it badly.. haha..

I like that story, of course..

it makes me think of myself, though.. haha..

ok, fine, wish everyone of you enjoy the day and let us wait year 2009 to approach us soon..

ciao~~

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

6B buddies

*written this during work the next day of the gathering, 19th Dec*

It's time to settle and start writing things happened yesterday night..

As you guys had known, I was so excited and can't wait to be there for the gathering. And, I would like to thank KhaiYin and RiHao for organising and helping me on this.. of course they contributed a lot more than me as I have been started working and was studying for IELTS so I pushed my jobs to them.. 3 of us are the organisors..


Yesterday night gathering, it's the first ever 6B gathering. Amount of people who had been invited is 51; no of people who turned up is 33 persons.. it's considered as succeed for the very first gathering as we are able to contact almost all the classmates..

There has been a time not meeting them, some ever since we left school.. I am so happy we had a group photo and we seem to be quite gotten along well after so many years..

Beginning of the event, we started with introducing ourselves one by one on the staircase, facing the crowd. It is done by draw lot, and we have to answer to the following questions.
i. Chinese Name
ii. English Name or nickname
iii. people who sat besides you during primary 6
iv. study abroad
v. relationship status
(red card - occupied; yellow - complicated; green - available)

Guess what I choose for that - complicated. of course the crowd started to throw me many questions.. lolz..
Fine!! at least my part is not quite and god seek, everyone listens.. haha!!

After that everyone started to form small group and chat..


about 10sth, we had decided going KiaWei & Shen's house to have 2nd round, still remember last time, we walked from house to house, or 8 of us cramped into a car , however, for this time, every 2 persons per car, this is because almost all of us can drive now! and, we left so many empty seats now.. These were all the memorises and I glad we had that..

the previous time we visited their house was Chinese New Year period, as usual, we have pai nien every year. So, we sing-K and drink alcohol at their house.. As I'm writing now, I miss that!! errrr...





Time to go home, RiHao was drunk, real drunk, and he had to stay at their house about half an hour to calm himself down as he is one of the drivers..

I was kinda dizzy yesterday, but I was managed to drive myself home and drop SiokYean and SuPei home.. Luckily I could still drive carefully and reach home safely. In fact, when the time I walked down from my car, I couldn't walk steadily.. haha!!
I dont look drunk..

I'm enjoy and glad KhaiYin's idea really worked out in the end, and we had great ending after all! thanks!

see you guys soon..

很多人都问同样的问题,
也很出奇我们还与小学同学联络;
而这次,
我会更加的荣幸我们的机会可以邀请33个人出席。

p/s: everyone seems so busy as you guys haven't uploaded any pics leh!!
i want picturessss!!
more pictures will be uploaded at facebook, please stay tuned..

Monday, December 22, 2008

BZ!!

Britney has released her new MV!!!!

video



will blog and update things happened lately..

about my 6B gathering.. i really really enjoy..

it is a must to blog that..

ciao..

I'm happy to hear that.. this makes me feel what I had done is worth it.. muackzz..

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

waitin'

tired these days.. working and working..
well, of course, there are things which are happy.. lolz..

I can't wait to meet my primary classmates..
as you know, I am still keeping contact with some of primary classmates, however, this time we have organised a gathering which all the classmates have been invited..
hence, I can meet my former classmates and see how they look like now.. or, maybe still the same? haha..
ciao~~

see you guys soon..


how long can I wait??

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

busy during holidays..

lots of people asking me the same thing over and over again,
the questions are almost surrounded with 'busy at what?'

well, well, make it clear now..

yes, these two weeks i'm too busy and i have no time for myself to watch drama and do my favourite things..

either work or study, or organise grand gathering for my primary classmates..

last week i applied to be off on Saturday, I had gone for a talk which is by Allan Wu..

then I applied for this wednesday, which is today and Saturday for my IELTS test..
after IELTS test, i will be meeting my Saujana buddies at Mid Valley, which they purposedly changed the date and time to adjust the big boss, me lo.. lolz.. thx guys..
at night, i try to make it for discussing the details for the gathering as I'm the co-organiser ya.. hehe..

my part-time job is not 9 to 5, but worse..
we have 3 shifts, which are full-day, morning and afternoon.. we work at least 10 hours..
so just imagine this happens everyday.. one day off per week..

just for the information, I'm working at Juicy Couture in Pavilion at the moment, this is a branded brand, but it is still considered new in M'sia..
well, well, if i have the chance, ya, sure I will upload some pictures to update my dearly readers.. *wink*

yes, everyone is busy at the end of the year, some for working, some for studying..

try to take some time to rest and don't you ever stress out..
life is BZ, but try to manage your time nicely, and you may find it is still ok to you..

holidayssss, shouldn't we be relax??
I want to have my time and do my stuff..

I don't know why I have this kinda feel,
feel like hugging someone.. errrrrrrrr....

Saturday, December 06, 2008

Uni talk

well, today is my off day for work, it is because i took leave for attending a talk at my Taylor's University College by Allan Wu, who is known as the host of The Amazing race..

well, well, I really know what I should do in future after today, I am more confirmed.. hehe..

post up one pic then, lazy to blog like an essay.. haha..

gonna work for tomorrow, even Monday holiday I have to work, it is better than staying at home and doin nothing during the long holiday right?

so, I'm even BZier after final.. lolz..

Thursday, December 04, 2008

workin' days

I was introduced to a warehouse sales job by a friend of my friend..
and I worked for Juicy Couture, but eventually the warehouse sale is merged by 2 brands which are under a same company.. the brands are Juicy Couture and Club Monaco..

the 1st day which is on 27th, I was not able to go due to having class for IELTS, so the 2nd day is my working day..

so, on my 2nd working day, when we were waiting someone to open the door, my colleagues sat on the f-ing dirty floor, even one half-lying on the floor.. gosh..
just imagine all the germs and dirt stick on your ass.. yerrrr...


and this is what I observed at Bangsar village, there is a Christmas tree..
see!!!

it is made by plastic bottles.. nice!! it is on with light after evening.. should have taken one pic of that..


and, we had chance to meet someone famous in the warehouse sales, but the only one whom I take a pic with is Serena C, a famous DeeJay in the town..

in fact, I saw her at OK Celeb fest before, but didn't have the chance to approach her and take a pic as she was the MC of that event..

I was able to meet Rivilson, The Amazing Race Asia participant, and Pamela and Venessa who are the same season of TARA.. and some models, one of them looks familiar, and I guess he is my friend of my model friends.. what's his name?? errr..

ok, at the last day, which is a packing day.. We have to pack all the stocks and move back to Pavilion shop, and this is the 'now and then'..



so while doing the packing, I accidentally hurt myself.. this is the pic which I had taken on that day after work at that place..

It was hurt by a blade, don't you think it is like cutting your wrist to commit suicide?? lolz.. well, I wont do such a stupid thing, I appreciate my life and I am looking forward to my future..
*~I'm mister lifestyle of the rich and famous~*


guess how long does the blade cut me??

...
.....
.......

tada..
4.5cm!!
get a ruler and see how long it is..
it can easily be seen if I used my camera to take this with someone helping..

it cuts me..


and now, I was employed by the sales manager, Joanne, guess I can really work and help her alot on that, so I was being offered.. yeah..

3rd Dec, which is today, is my 1st working day..
It seems great and nice..
pay is not bad too, compared to other part-time job..
today my shift is 12PM to 10PM, and tomorrow is 9AM, yet i'm staying in front of com to blog this..

well, well, I am busy these days, not only working, but studying..
why??
I will be having IELTS test next week and I'm not sure whether I am well-prepared.. lolz.. ok, fine, gotta go..
take care everyone..

oya, do support Britney's new album, Circus..
it is available at every music stall in town, I mean support legal album.. lolz..
ciao~~

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

Circus released

[Chorus:]
All the eyes on me in the center of the ring
Just like a circus (ah, ah, ahaha-hah)
When I crack that whip, everybody gonna trip
Just like a circus (ah, ah, ahaha-hah)
Don't stand there watching me, follow me
Show me what you can do
Everybody let go, we can make a dancefloor
Just like a circus (ah, ah, ahaha-hah, ha, ha, ha, ha, ho, ho, ho)

Interview in Rolling Stone

listen to her new songs.. it is great.. ENJOY!!



Britney Spears - Circus



p/s: gonna blog about my working days in warehouse sales of Juicy Couture and Club Monaco
and I even accidentally cut myself, few cm long.. errr..

my heart seems more painful

Monday, December 01, 2008

December 2008

here comes the last month of this year, and we stepped into this month and waiting for Christmas and New Year..

I have some dear are December baby.. here it goes..

1st of December is a special day, but for me, I guess it is just a normal day living in Kuala Lumpur..

Happy Birthday.. I know you are happy at the moment counting down for your birthday.. it is great having a party..

I would like to have one next year for mine, it is gonna be my last or 2nd last b'day in Malaysia..
IT IS APPROACHING!!!!!! gosh, I must have celebration before Chinese New Year, the b'day baby's birthday is on the 1st day of CNY and I can celebrate with all the Chinese or people around the world..
would like to say 'thank you' at first.. lolz..

2nd of December, Britney will be releasing her latest album, Circus.. I love these songs... love it! love it! of course, that day is her 27th birthday..
all the best, support ya..

3rd, my primary school friend, SuWan, know her since primary six.. and now we are 18!! lolz..

4th, my secondary school lovely bio teacher, Ms Vimali.. so long didn't see her..

and I have some that I was so closed but now we are not closed at all, we even dont talk online.. er...

night.. i'm tired, and listening ‘Unsual You' and 'Out From Under' from Brit's 'Circus' album..

I am lazy and tired.. I need to breathe.. I'm drown and suffocated..

thinking too much, it is not healthy..
'SOS please someone helps me,
it's not healthy
....'

better not to put any hopes, right?

Sunday, November 30, 2008

wanted.. 'Rehab and Circus'

what makes me blog eh?

I have been waiting this for so so long..

yet I cant wait for something..

2 things here..

1st, I would like to put Rehab 1st..
Rihanna dear has released her MV, which I listen since the album was out and I am so addicted to this song.. click on my clip..

It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

I need to check into rehab and wake up from my dream..
I have been in my dream, but I thought it is real, but how I can believe?


2nd, it is about my dear, Brit dear.. lolz..
as you guys know, she will be releasing her latest album, Circus on her 27th birthday, right?
hehe..
I got her songsssssssss.... omg..
I'm like a crazy fans, downloading her songs from Net..
sorry dear, i will buy your CD if i got money k? hehe..


this is the songs.. download 'em..
many of these songs are nice, as I always do.. lovin' her every single song.. lolz..
Womanizer
Circus
Out From Under
Kill The Lights
Shattered Glass
If U Seek Amy
Unusual You
Blur
Mmm Papi
Mannequin
Lace And Leather
My Baby

我不被在乎,所以我也不在乎;
若在乎,我也不在乎在乎一切的发生,
所以,我也没得在乎,
为何我还是在乎?
- Keith KJ Leong

Thursday, November 20, 2008

爱情

今天好了些,病在床上的感觉一点都不好。我瘦了!
原来我一向都是带病在身!

今天看了TVB台庆,很好看,当然也很好笑。好笑自己太傻了。是吗?

这个晚上,我既然看“家好月圆”,也有些感触吧!!

为什么人是那么的可怜?一个人的理智,或许是一切,可以因为爱情而被脑子控制?
一个人可以失去理智?
失去自己?
失去生命?
统统都为了爱情??

一个大男人可以在街边流泪,在驾车时两行泪赫拉瓦拉地流?
一个小女人可以为爱,而冲动想做个“狐狸精”,也就是第三者?
觉得很熟悉吧?
最近还有黎础宁(台湾星光三帮的季军)为爱而殉失?
觉得爱的力量很大吧?

十八岁了,我还是被认为思想比18岁的人还成熟,对这些东西难道没有感触吗???
看见自己的朋友所难在其中,还曾经和一个朋友开解、陪同一个受害者。
看见自己的朋友都在这so-called LOVE 里 lingering, 走来走去、兜兜圈圈。
伤害了,又放希望,又伤害了。

这外来的伤害,是外界引起的吗?答案是NO!!!
你被爱情伤害,因为是你自己自愿的,若你不放希望,他会伤害到你吗?

这个世界嘛!很多东西你也许都能支撑,但往往爱情方面都是每个人的死穴。

爱情啊,爱情,若你是简单点、直接点,我们的世界或许完美一些,为什么人总是被爱情玩得遍体鳞伤??

“爱不疚”,相信这首歌也不必我多说,大家都知道是“家好月圆”里林峰唱的插曲,这首歌不是普遍上的好听,对于某些人是心中最深处的.......默言!!

放手 放开所有 彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友
已经 已经足够


Let go!! It is the same principle it goes.. Let go..
everything will put into peace, if let go..
everything will be nice and great to you, if let go..
why peeps will choice to end her life like that? because she never learns to let go, and she will never going to.. she's gone..

I don't want this to happen to my friends, I don't wanna hear this of course..
it takes only a split of second to just put your life to death, just a split of second.. that's all...
don't be the victim, my friend..

我只是想伸伸冤,说说废话,有时还发现我这个部落格是我的精神支柱!!

当你知道你会失去时,你会冲动地挽留,是吗?
有时心中的刺,要时间而复原,才能拔除!

errrrrr..... I can't wait to see my buddies at night..
I miss them much, it has been months not seeing each other, i really miss you guysss..
we don't see one another every month, or even weeks, but the deepest in my heart will always you guys..
the 1st gang of people I wanna meet after my tiring exam is you guys..
sometimes, when I'm tired, I think of you guys..
we are friends that don't always have to be there physically, but we are always being bonded with one another..

I'm gonna take a pic of 9 of us in a single photo..
no more absentee!!! lolz..
I found IT!!!

我还记得,惠仪在6个钟头之前通知大家帮我庆祝生日,
全部人都到齐!!我铭记于心

Monday, November 17, 2008

循中毕业晚宴

14th November

原本是打英文的,但换了华语。当然是用回我的母语啦!

当天当我驾着我的车去循中时,我录了一段话,是关于这个晚宴的。


那天我真得很开心,见到很多老朋友,大家都长大了,帅了、美了。
毕业了,我都学院毕业了,他们都高三毕业。

那天的我,其实很轻松,带点紧张的感觉,毕竟都两年半没见了,现在是最后一次,下一次会是几时呢?

我看到很多熟悉的面孔,他们很多看到我的反应是惊喜!
还有些是,猛打隔壁的人,叫他们看我,或者是跑过来抱我。
对于他们的反应,让我感到很贴心,我走了,他们还记得我。
当然,我们少不了拍照作纪念!!

这是我的理一班的当天合唱表演


其实那天呢,我的感觉是,若我没离开,我的生活会是怎样?
当我的主席?
班上最吵的一位?
等等..

或者是,现在的我?

我失去了,我也得到了。
那我失去的,会是个损失吗?
我自问,我现在得到的东西并不容易,我也会珍惜。

其实当天,我感到脱节了很多,他们个个都依依不舍,但我只是个旁观者,可是我这个旁观者也看到和感到他们的心情,有一段时间,看到有些我的朋友自己独自底下头一步一步地走。

有一段是学生和老师互抱,他们紧紧抱在一堆,我只是靠着柱子,侧望着他们,却无动于衷。
只是想抱马老师和梁老师。这两位是我最尊重的。

结束了,我跟我的理一的同学一起去“饮茶”*或者是酒,哈*,然后半夜3点才回到家。

这次的毕业晚宴是诗镱邀请我出席,真的感谢她。

我太多东西可以分享,但是长篇大论,只会吓着我的读者,哈哈。。

想看相片?请到我的facebook观看,由于太多的关系,不便上传。

离开了,我还是会记得!

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Crush

I know this song is out for a certain period, but I found this song never gets bored..

Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush


video

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush
What a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me
It's just too much
Just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized
So mesmerized
And I've just got to know

[chorus]
Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we could be
Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
'Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But i know this crush ain't going
Away
Going away

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging,
Spending time, girl, are we just friends
Is there more
Is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this
Into something that'll last
Last forever
Forever

[chorus]

Why do I keep running from the truth
(Why do I keep running)
All I ever think about is you
(All I ever think about)
You got me hypnotized
(Hypnotized)
So mesmerized
(mesmerized)
And I've just got to know

[chorus]

Going away
Going away


In conclusion, it is not a crush.. lolz..

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Ended

*added

well, after exam.. I'm gonna be an escaped free bird from the cage..

in fact, I had just finished my exam at the moment you see my post here..
I typed this on 11/11/08 03:17AM, and it is automatically posted up at 2.30PM on 12th..

there are things I wanna do, many things..
I will register for IELST after exam, attending some events which I cant wait to be there, hmm.. and many, gotta look for a part-time job too, cannot be lazy to stay at home being a useless fellow.. lolz..
and, so many things that I wanna do..

will catch it up with ya guys..

gosh.. I can't wait to meet my friends..

I can't wait to GO THERE!!! errrr..


when this post is up, I might be told not to write, and hand up my Chemistry papers.. yohooo..

ta..


+
well, we had a last minute plan, we went to Sunway Pyramid after exam, and spent time there.. didn't manage to buy anything.. haha..

due to limited time we have, we didn't go for movie, but just walking around in the shopping mall, but MinMin and Tiffany did some shopping for the Corroboree night..

met a old friend of mine, who was the same class during form 2 and 3..

from the picture, I saw myself having a long untrimmed hair, and i look thinner.. gosh... holiday!! gain weight!!! errrrrr...
*siren* I'm in bad condition physically.. arhhh..

ciao..

Monday, November 10, 2008

祝贺

今天是特别的人的特别日子..

对我嘛,只是考试的一天 - 生物..


那5年里,是有好的有坏的,
但今天是个开花结果的证据,期待这一天的到来,是谁也比不了的..

终于盼到它来临的那天了,我知道你会非常非常的开心,我也在这里和你分享着你的喜悦,
但我缺席了。

加油!!

我希望我梦想会实现!!

不好意思,迟来的祝福..

Thursday, November 06, 2008

be a better man

Barack Obama has won..
he is the 44th President of United States who is the first African American to be elected..

ok, compared to John McCain, I think Obama is more famous as I know Obama 1st, I don't mean personally of course.. haha.. mind you, I don't always catch up with politics..

hmm.. let me make it clear, I don't stand on any side.. haha..

see.. American dream had been fulfilled, how about Malaysia?? still having racist issue after 51 years of independence?? fine, I don't like to touch any topic to do with Malaysia.. errrr..

thought of 'Piece of Me' when i say American Dream.. lolz..





be a better man, these are words from the lyrics 'If I Were A Boy',
am I a good boy, or maybe man?
u tell me.. lolz..

我应该怎么办?你可以给我一个婉转的答案吗?
life is like a drama, you play and act;
but love is real, you cant play fake.. -K3!tH KJ L3OnG
, 0711

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

Beyonce - If I Were A Boy

I like this song, really..

the lyrics and the MV mean alot..

you don't see things in one perspective if you are in a relationship, you have to see from his/her shoes and you think what you had done is right, or wrong..

this applies to everyone the way you treat anybody..

"You know when you act like that,
I don't think you realised how makes me look, or feel"

"Act like what?? Why are you so jealous??
*laugh* It's not like I'm sleeping with the guy!!"

.......



I like the conversation.. you know what I mean when you watch the clip..


the video in my profile


the MV doesn't complement with the lyrics..
but you will know the linkage between both..

after hearing this song, you must think that Beyonce is having a perspective of a guy, after all, she is still a woman, and guys don't understand woman..

complicated!! listen to this song babe..

Lyrics:
If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it
Because they’d stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone its broken
So they think
that I was sleeping alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waiting for me to come home (to come home)

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don’t understand (and you don’t understand)
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you’ll wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy…

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

exam 1st week

well, 2 subjects are down, and 3 more to go..

the next subject will be on Thursday.. maths studies..

hmm.. i have done a lot of thinking lately.. I can say that I have bad days recently.. miss my friends and missing the time hanging out with them.. some I really didn't meet them for weeks, or even months..

sometimes, the mind is uncontrollable.. I cant even get into sleep immediately like I always did..

ok, fine, what I can do is done my best and wait for answer..

lazy to blog la, many things make me headache, I hate this part right here..

ciao~~


每个人都有自个儿的故事,
看来表面风光,也许只是个充胖子;
家家有本难念的经,
家庭是个避难所,也会是个烦恼的源头。

I'm wonderin'..
take care everyone..


Barack Obama versus John McCain
Who will be the next president??

Sunday, November 02, 2008

I Hate This Part



I Hate This Part

We're driving slow through the snow
On fifth avenue
And right now radio is
All that we can hear

Man we ain't talked since we left
It's so overdue
It's cold outside
But between us
It's worse in here

The world slows down but my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's left is goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

Everyday seven takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now 'fore we go to sleep
But will we sleep once I tell you what's hurting me

The world slows down but my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's left is goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothing is wrong
But there is no more time for lies
Cause I see sun set in your eyes

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's left is goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you

But I gotta do this
I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I hate this part

I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I gotta do it

I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take these tears
I hate this part right here


Sherman 鍾舒漫 - 保壘

Saturday, November 01, 2008

R.I.P. 姑婆

she has gone..

this is the 2nd article I wrote about R.I.P..

well, the last time I saw her living healthily was just few weeks back.. It was the Hari Raya Puasa holiday, specifically 2nd of October..

it is just less than a month!!

she was just fallen into coma out of a sudden and gone, she didn't even leave any words..

for the details, I don't have to explain and I don't want to..

anyway, rest in peace, 姑婆..

I can still remember her voice, when she called my name, and I don't want to forget..


added:
kinda pissed now.. my emo is affected again..
currently listening 保壘..
when I saw Chi-Wynn updated saying he is in love.. where is mine??

I don't wanna affect you, don't wanna share my sadness with u..


I want to be alone at the moment!!

added again!!:
I dropped my phone and it's spoilt.. i'm so fucking 烦 now!!

arh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm fucking missing someone.. errrrrr...

Friday, October 31, 2008

Happy Halloween

well, people, many of us may not know that today is Halloween, so was I..
thanks for letting me know.. haha..

reason is Malaysia doesn't really focus on this festival, and we can't see any things to do with Halloween.. kinda sad ya? *YES!!!*


well, I would like to feel the atmosphere and the scenario.. hmm..
wish i were there!!!


and oya, Rihanna is heading to Aussie for concertssss..
why don't you come here with Chris Brown, fans from Malaysia miss you much..haha..

*no politics!!! errrrr...*
some of you may know what I am saying.. haha.. stupid Malaysia!! opps..


ok, once again, Happy Halloween.. enjoy!!

Thursday, October 30, 2008

hope on someone

this morning I had gone to college for a maths mock test and had a great time on the phone too.. lolz..

when I reached home, i was told by my parents that one of my relatives had had a stroke..

and it seems to be quite critical as what my parents said after they paid a visit in the hospital..


hoping the best and praying..


I'm alright.. don't worries.. haha.. *wink*

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

sorry

I would like to say sorry to my friends who I neglected..

final is coming and I didn't really chat with u guys in MSN, neither do sms..

my phone is expired and I didn't reload as I know I will keep on sms-ing.. lolz.. anything just call me.. thanks..


a dear friend of mine said that we(the gang) seem to be getting unclosed, well, it is so not true..
each of us is having exam and busy, some really had a depression, so did I, well, exam passed, everything will back to normal as we used to be..

remember what I used to say and blogged here.. don't think too much k? I know u are not now..


some even said that I fu-yan them, sorry friends.. I pay back after final k? lolz..


ok, I sound serious just now.. haha.. well, thanks for being understanding..

don't say I fu-yan ah..

hmm...

hm...

ciao~~ XS


still sounds good to everyone of us..


Dancing Queen - love this song so much


Mama Mia - this too..


Yesterday Once More - I like the lyrics..


Mr. Postman, a song that I always heard when I was young.. haha..

there are too many.. gosh.. when I listen after years, they still sounds good for me, I listen when I study too.. haha.. opps..

Monday, October 27, 2008

精神所在

因为Deepavali节日,我今天晚上在婆婆家看了30多那几集的“家好月圆”,

本人已经是下载了,但因为考试原因,暂时搁下..看到20-21集吧!

看到35的,Sa姨打嘉美的那一场,我真的觉得菊姐真会做戏,对他们那几个演员真是五体投地..haha..

其实只是想说说那个感言罢了..haha.. TVB加油!!


昨天下载了一个特备节目,笑死我了,我不会忘记的..其实我要看了很久很久,终于让我找到了,谢谢天!!

期待着下一个,哈哈。

昨天晚上有个怪怪的感觉,但其实是一个自然反应,谁没过去?大家都有啊!哈哈。。


我找到我的精神之柱了,人! 哈哈。。

好啦,读书!!

Saturday, October 25, 2008

comes to an end..

today is the last day of SAM..

Maths Studies, Mr Munin

Biology, Ms Cheang

Chemisrty, Ms Shenna

Physics, Mr Ng

ESL studies, Ms Rajani

what are we gonna be after THIS??
final exam 1st..

actually, we had lunch together after class..
let me intro the best of the class, (L to R)
WeiJian, EngHui, Elvina, WingYann, WoanYin, Hannah, Tiffany, MinMin, Keith, Henri

other pics
JoAnn, Kay, Shyamala


thanks to WeiJian for the pictures..
thanks for having you guys in my classmates, hope we can still keep in touch in future, i dont want my memories just stop with a full-stop, just like that..

p/s: want the pictures? get from me.. thx..

Thursday, October 23, 2008

寻找最好的沥青

考试要到了,千万别病倒哦!

最近呢,都有人病倒,天气转凉,雨下个不停,
土崩也发生,
股市大跌,
本地又来内乱,还是华人践踏华人..

不只是可笑还是可悲..

考试咯,希望大家要保重和加油了..

为我自己打气了!!


接下来的节目一箩箩,要照顾好自己,为自己的未来冲刺了!加油!

为了将来的路,先用最好的沥青来铺路,
才会走得更长远,飞得越高!

Saturday, October 18, 2008

朋友 - FRIEND

昨晚因为这一个礼拜的劳累和忙碌,我从9点多睡到今天的八点,差不多要12个钟头了。

一醒来,第一件事,还是望着电脑房走去,开电脑。


随意的点入佩盈blog看看,
其实,我并不是佩盈的忠实读者,但我往往都是被她那优美和充满意思的文章所吸引,里面的金句也是其中一点。

她所抒发的感情和意思,都很深奥,有时真的很羡慕她,她的那美妙的用词和比拟。自问,我是懂得中英,但我的语言能力还是有限,感到自卑呀。我还是有进步的空间,要加油咯。

我毕竟在这地球上生活了十八多年,十九岁的生日都在隐隐约约的出现,三个月多就到了,我明年会是怎样啊?

想到我的脑袋都支撑不了了。哈哈..

对了,今年年尾,Taylor's 主办 Corroboree for South Australian Matriculation的学生, 因为上述的原因我已退出了。
我在SAM里,没什么朋友,A Levels就有几个..

自问我在以前的两个中学读书时,无论在学校的那个角落,我都看到我的朋友和老师,
上了college,全部都是各有各的班,既连班上也分党了,差不多我有我的,你有你的,一年都没说一两句(我不是在夸张),你说我今年过得好吗?
进了这班,是我的倒霉。

翻着毕业特刊,看到每一班的开心,他们的互动,他们的出游的照片,我往往都在反映我自己,我的班呢?
我的班级没有我个人照存在,加上,那另一页的班级照,都是在同一天所拍的党照

算了吧,我迟点会详细的说,也会po上一些照片和毕业特刊的“经典之处”..


我前几天收到我独中的朋友的短讯,她邀请我去他们的毕业晚会,哇..不知不觉我已离开了2年多了,我都学院毕业,他们也高三毕业了,时间过的很快,我的学哥和学姐都离开了...

在谈天中得知,他们都有在提起我,虽然是说我忘了他们和没回去找他们,但我没有遗忘了他们,他们还在我的心中的一处,
好期待再见所有的朋友和老师,毕竟在循人读书的几年,我都和他们蛮熟。好想念啊!







朋友都是不停地增加,感谢我拥有蛮多的朋友,不仅仅是我的年龄罢了..

好咯,浪费很多时间了,我现在时间有限,希望你们见谅我暂时的冷淡的对待..

ta..

the world is undergoing global inflation, hope everyone is fine, so am I..


想太多了!
BZ always..

Friday, October 17, 2008

now & then --> college

it's raining out there,
and I'm feeling blue..

time is approaching,
and I'm compressed and in pressure..

things that are unfinished,
it's like a mountain high..
and it's coming to me like a ocean waves,
that is uncontrable..

I need a deep, total rest..

I'm alright, just wanna tell how I feel now,
the crazy Keith is always back when he is with his best buddies..

plus, I hate my college life,
if I were in the other class, I might have a unforgettable, lovely memories??

what had left behind now?

people always said, enjoying college life is a must, but this doesn't seem to apply to my class, can't blame all the classmates of course..

while I looked back, there is an empty, blank path..

there is a week left, and it is gonna be the history in my whole life,
I will remember my college life, won't I?


I will blog about my college life soon, perhaps after my final,
I will tell my story and how I feel..

2008 is not a very good year for me, hope I will have a great year end, right?
*crossing my fingers*

东西开始在脑海中徘徊,
看来我又累了,
我要休息啊!!
救命!!

要假期,去香港好吗?

final 先吧!

ciao~~

心酸,做不了什么
我能占多D吗?

Monday, October 13, 2008

official Womanizer MV

womanizer video is out!!

video









her 4 looks + naked in the video, I like the most is the one with the pyjamas..

wow.. as you can see, she REALLY slim down, seee.. she can do it, my Britney..

now, she has back on the right path, she is heading the right way, please don't always talk bad about her, she really had been through alot, yes, alot!!

support ya, Britney..

Q: who is in the video?
A: Calvin Klein Model Brandon Stoughton

LYRICS:
Superstar
Where you from, how's it going?
I know you
Gotta clue, what youre doing?
You can play brand new to all the other chicks out here
But I know what you are, what you are, baby

Look at you
Gettin' more than just re-up
Baby, you
Got all the puppets with their strings up
Fakin' like a good one, but I call 'em like I see 'em
I know what you are, what you are, baby

Womanizer
Woman-Womanizer
You're a womanizer
Oh Womanizer
Oh You're a Womanizer Baby
You, You You Are
You, You You Are
Womanizer, Womanizer, Womanizer

Boy don't try to front I (I) know just (just) what you are (are are)
Boy don't try to front I (I) know just (just) what you are (are are)

You Got Me Goin'
You're Oh-So Charmin'
But I can't do it
U Womanizer

Boy don't try to front I (I) know just (just) what you are (are are)
Boy don't try to front I (I) know just (just) what you are (are are)

You Say I'm Crazy
I got Your Crazy
You're nothing but
A Womanizer

Daddy-O
You got the swagger of champion
Too bad for you
Just can't find the right companion
I guess when you have one too many, makes it hard
It could be easy
Who you are, that's who you are, baby

stay tuned to Circus which is her album will be released on her birthday, 2nd of December..

Saturday, October 11, 2008

BZ - ing and tiring

how's my life lately?


well, I'm busy and tired..

always study and study.. just because of the final paper, time to online is lesser and lesser of course..


oya, to those friends who sent me 'you still remember me?' or 'forget me di a?', I'm sorry, I'm busy lately.. please be considerate k? thanks..

will update u guys on 2 dinners,
1st, this coming Sunday, my granny's b'day dinner, and
2nd, the only daughter of a close friend of my parents will be having wedding dinner on next Sunday..

I'm going both events, so I hope I have the time to update you..

haha.. so random just thought of 'Upgrade U' by Beyonce when I typed 'update you' just now.. lol..
I was once so into this song.. lolz.. lyrics is in my mind.. lolz..
video

there are songs that I love always which is by Beyonce..
sometimes, we use 'Me, Myself and I' informally, it is also her song..
love ya Beyonce Knowles..

god, I know the lyrics of her songs.. opps..

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

Emotional Intelligence Quotient

High EQ

You're very careful with words, knows about everything that is to be supposedly kept from you and tends to be able to judge whether someone is genuine about something.

One thing to note is that you tend to be judgmental of people who comes for you - not everyone has an agenda to use you, maybe some just wanted to spend quality time with a great friend like you.

Furthermore, I believe that someone like you will be compassionate and does not hurt people intentionally, as you can easily feel others' emotions.

Piece of advice for you: Learn to let go/talk away the negative emotions you will accumulated from others because it will caused you to be overly depressed about reality.

But hey...with such high EQ, there's a high chance that you will suceed above others in life - if you manage them well enough that is. =D




well, this is a quiz that I had done in facebook, well, it is correct??

didn't update much on my life, life is busy as I'm preparing for my final paper and make the last afford on that..

Jia You!

if u had neglected by me,
please be considerate,
as i still always love you guys.. hehe..

oya!!!
please download Womanizer which is a single from Britney's latest album, Circus and the album will be released on her birthday, 2nd of December..

Monday, October 06, 2008

decision making

well.. during the holiday, I usually sleep late and wake up late,
but yesterday I had to get myself into bed earlier.. about 12 - 1am..

about 3sth, I was waken up without any reasons.. well, cant get into sleep afterwards..

but, but,
this is usually resulting a bad and sleepy day, as I had not enough sleep, but I really feel fresh, and I had done some thinking during the night on the bed, pick up all the pieces of myself, and see the future clearer..

besides doing revision and preparation for the final paper, I gotta make up my mind where to study.. requirement?? I should have known, ya, i do..

let me make sure everything and get my ass into that..

by the way, I'm my college at this moment..

Jia You!!

everything I do, I think of IT,
everything I do, IT will be the 1st to be considered,
but hopefully IT will not completely affect my thinkings and decisions
and ended up, blinked my sight..

of course, I wish IT will complement with the decisions I made..

listening 'Untouched' and I think of IT again..
my mind is fulled of IT..

Sunday, October 05, 2008

a new start, with new layout!!

today is the last day of the one-week holiday..

for this week, I have been doing alot of thinking, yap, something is cleared..

well, the holiday is ended now, gotta back to college and have a tough time, final paper is just approaching me on its way..

gotta be prepared and at least I have to try my best..

YEAH... finally changed my layout!!
new layout!
new layout!!

now my blog has RSS reader.. people will be informed if my blog has been updated.. yoo..

ciao..

there is a opportunity for you, just grab it and keep it..
I will, will you??

Thursday, October 02, 2008

Kelly陈慧琳

TVB Weekly


well, I like her, why I said so?
I was influenced by my darling sister, she loves her so much.. and this is how I get to know more about Kelly..

we sang her songs and danced when parents not at home..
well, Kelly played a part in my life..
the most memorable thing is, me and my darling sing 爱一个人 which is by 慧琳 & 克勤.
the song is playing at the moment in my mind now..

i'm sure u still remember the video, dont you?


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well,
today is her wedding, she has been together with her boyfriend for 16 years and finally now they had stepped into the church for her life..

can you imagine?? 16 years..
i'm so envy and admire, they can keep their relationship for so long, plus, Kelly is a superstar, she is busy all the time, not staying in HongKong for 24/7..

16年爱情长跑真不容易,好羡慕哦..对他们,几年算得了什么??
他们也算是“有时”相隔两地,哇!要拜慧琳为师了。哈哈..

all the best to you, Kelly..
u had finally had your own family..

好羡慕哦!!

Sunday, September 28, 2008

Mr Lifestyle of the Rich & Famous

billboard


'Rach & Keith' Ad at train station..


LOVE KEITH!! thanks fans..


what passed is passed.. i'm a broken glasses portriat left behind..


I'm everything for YOUU!!


drawing portrait


my buddies on cinema screen..


my ad at music station..

my old ad at street wall..


at the night street, I'm still attractive always..


me at the billboard of NYC..


being painted on the wall..


Where are you??


smoky hot!! can you handle me??


for more??
facebook album please..


I'm Mr Lifestyle of the Rich & Famous,
Keith KJ Leong..

wahahah.. ><