be a better man

Barack Obama has won..
he is the 44th President of United States who is the first African American to be elected..

ok, compared to John McCain, I think Obama is more famous as I know Obama 1st, I don't mean personally of course.. haha.. mind you, I don't always catch up with politics..

hmm.. let me make it clear, I don't stand on any side.. haha..

see.. American dream had been fulfilled, how about Malaysia?? still having racist issue after 51 years of independence?? fine, I don't like to touch any topic to do with Malaysia.. errrr..

thought of 'Piece of Me' when i say American Dream.. lolz..

be a better man, these are words from the lyrics 'If I Were A Boy',
am I a good boy, or maybe man?
u tell me.. lolz..

我应该怎么办？你可以给我一个婉转的答案吗？
life is like a drama, you play and act;
but love is real, you cant play fake.. -K3!tH KJ L3OnG, 0711

Beyonce - If I Were A Boy

I like this song, really..

the lyrics and the MV mean alot..

you don't see things in one perspective if you are in a relationship, you have to see from his/her shoes and you think what you had done is right, or wrong..

this applies to everyone the way you treat anybody..

"You know when you act like that,
I don't think you realised how makes me look, or feel"

"Act like what?? Why are you so jealous??
*laugh* It's not like I'm sleeping with the guy!!"

.......

I like the conversation.. you know what I mean when you watch the clip..


the video in my profile


the MV doesn't complement with the lyrics..
but you will know the linkage between both..

after hearing this song, you must think that Beyonce is having a perspective of a guy, after all, she is still a woman, and guys don't understand woman..

complicated!! listen to this song babe..

Lyrics:
If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it
Because they’d stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone its broken
So they think
that I was sleeping alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waiting for me to come home (to come home)

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don’t understand (and you don’t understand)
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you’ll wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy…

exam 1st week

well, 2 subjects are down, and 3 more to go..

the next subject will be on Thursday.. maths studies..

hmm.. i have done a lot of thinking lately.. I can say that I have bad days recently.. miss my friends and missing the time hanging out with them.. some I really didn't meet them for weeks, or even months..

sometimes, the mind is uncontrollable.. I cant even get into sleep immediately like I always did..

ok, fine, what I can do is done my best and wait for answer..

lazy to blog la, many things make me headache, I hate this part right here..

ciao~~


每个人都有自个儿的故事，
看来表面风光，也许只是个充胖子；
家家有本难念的经，
家庭是个避难所，也会是个烦恼的源头。

I'm wonderin'..
take care everyone..

Barack Obama versus John McCain
Who will be the next president??

I Hate This Part

I Hate This Part

We're driving slow through the snow
On fifth avenue
And right now radio is
All that we can hear

Man we ain't talked since we left
It's so overdue
It's cold outside
But between us
It's worse in here

The world slows down but my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's left is goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

Everyday seven takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now 'fore we go to sleep
But will we sleep once I tell you what's hurting me

The world slows down but my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's left is goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothing is wrong
But there is no more time for lies
Cause I see sun set in your eyes

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's left is goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you

But I gotta do this
I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I hate this part

I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I gotta do it

I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take these tears
I hate this part right here


Sherman 鍾舒漫 - 保壘

R.I.P. 姑婆

she has gone..

this is the 2nd article I wrote about R.I.P..

well, the last time I saw her living healthily was just few weeks back.. It was the Hari Raya Puasa holiday, specifically 2nd of October..

it is just less than a month!!

she was just fallen into coma out of a sudden and gone, she didn't even leave any words..

for the details, I don't have to explain and I don't want to..

anyway, rest in peace, 姑婆..

I can still remember her voice, when she called my name, and I don't want to forget..

added:
kinda pissed now.. my emo is affected again..
currently listening 保壘..
when I saw Chi-Wynn updated saying he is in love.. where is mine??

I don't wanna affect you, don't wanna share my sadness with u..

I want to be alone at the moment!!

added again!!:
I dropped my phone and it's spoilt.. i'm so fucking 烦 now!!

arh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm fucking missing someone.. errrrrr...