B.U.S.Y

Monday,
DI (maths), hand in bio proposal, chem pratical test

Tuesday
DI second day - last day, Phyisics practical write-up

Wednesday,
Maths Common Test 4

ciao.. gonna have chemistry write-up..

update soon..


Better in Time



Better in Time by Leona Lewis

washed my wound with saltwater

what? hospital?
yes, I went to hospital to visit my relatives..
long story, but glad to know he is alright..

He is one of my granny's younger brothers..

I had lost one last year, He is awesome..
well, do miss Him sometimes..
He had gone more than one year already..
hope He is still doing what He likes in heaven..

yes.. you saw there is blood in the pipe, right?

when I see the Sodium Chloride Infusion, I didn't think of anything, but when I see blood in the pipe, it reminds me of something..

well, I still can't totally let go..

This is a bun and drink that provided by hospital..
this bun has high energy and carbohydrate.. from what my uncle said, the tea is tasteless..

this is my uncle's grandson.. see his hair, was clipped by his aunty(uncle's daughter)..
he is like a toy for her.. haha..
he purposely made a sad face, but he actually is very happy.. lolz.. kiddo kiddo...

there are no worries to them.. wish that I can have a clear mind sometimes..

and, also thanks to Cyndi, my cousin introducing this song to me, Vulnerable by Vanessa Hudgens.. it is great.. listen to the lyrics..

this is not the official MV, but listen to the song..

Lyrics

Waiting for You

somehow, something recalled me this song which had not been heard for so so so long..
this song still sounds good to me..

this is 等你回来 by 戴佩妮

she is a singer-songwriter, no doubt, she is talented..
without learning how to play guitar, she eventually knows how to play the notes.. wow..
she originated from Malaysia studied at Foon Yew High *if ppl know me well, they know what the relationship btw me and Foon Yew* haha..
now she is at Taiwan to be a singer.. successful ya..

enjoy!!



街灯一盏盏的暗
摇开车窗等待天亮
空气有你的发香
是一种奢侈的幻想
我一个人坐在车厢听着cd
数着烟蒂夜究竟它有多长
你若不在夜很漫长
我看着街上的人来来往往经过我的车窗
却没有谁的眼神可以代替安抚我的悲伤
只有等你回来
等你温柔肩膀
等着你回来捕捉美好时光
寂寞并不是因为没有人陪
缺乏安慰
而是有一种空虚感它一直在那里作祟
那到底要忙得多累才能让我安全入睡
等待是什么样的滋味
你不是我你不能体会

great song

never get bored with this song...
currently listening to this song.. now, at the moment at the college during the only break today..

Bleeding Love

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater than the risk that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love (Official US Music Video)

Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love (Music Video)

i see hope

remember of the 31st July post?

some may not read it as i had written in chinese..

well.. well.. I had a great, great day.. something that I hope, it's happening...

it is the beginning of spring,
the leaves are growing,
flowers colour my world..

hope it will be fine..

sorry people, I won't talk about this when you ask.. just see it in my blog and thanks for supporting..

I know some really care me, they can't do anything when I sad..

when the right timing is come, I will tell.. sorry, yet thanks..

I love you guys, sorry, Siok.. make you worry about me.. miss you..

完美的句号

今天的我做了件傻瓜做的事，
也算是一生做出最傻的事。
毫无目标地寻找答案。

相信你们都听过“傻瓜”吧？


雨伞只是个桥梁，
一旦归主了，
问题和疑问就画上句号。

它也是个转折点，
往好或坏的方面，
只是一线之差。

我却拿它来过桥，
希望这个了断会有个答案，
心想会怕结束得太快，
也怕越踩越深，
我无法自拔。

今天发现原来全都那么“近”，
发生的事或许在脑海中还是会浮现，
忘记？谈何容易。

我明白？不明不明。

一切来得太快，
消化不来，
却已流失，成了回忆。

我矛盾等待的答案和疑问，
将会在拜一结束。

解决了，就是太阳日出的时候。
西边日出的概念，再见了！

Found it!!

I'm happy today, i think i have not been so happy for months, since the beginning of the year..

the feeling that has been missing, finally is found now.. wow.. i'm just so speechless..

hmm.. the way i think of 'something' would be different.. looking p instead of t..

HAHA.. everyone of u should be havin so many WHY?, WHY?, WHY?...

tell u what,
no reason will be given, and
no question will be answered by me.. HAHA.. blekk..

~K3!tH KJ L3OnG is achieving something now.. what is that?~