I don't see myself, if then..

If there were black and white colour only,
it is boring..

If we were deaf,
music is abstracted..

If history is unwritten,
we will never know our past..

If I couldn't feel the ground,
I can't feel my heart beat..

If we couldn't talk,

no one would understand me..

If we don't have mobile phone,

it is lifeless..

if Traian Vuia didn't invent aircraft,

we couldn't travel..

if Internet does not exist,

we are all disconnected..

if love doesn't exist,

I don't see myself..

traffic light

by end of this year, 

things should be settled,

decision should be made..

everything should come to "traffic light"

STOP?

READY? or

GO?

the difference is 'I'm the one who controls the traffic light and drives'

Going on and on

this was happened on the Monday in the midnight..

i kept on looking at the clock while the time was passing, it seems slow to me and there are things wondering in my mind..

and the following day, i found myself having one kinda feeling that was lost so long ago, my mind has gone to another place and kinda moody as well..

today...
something makes me worry..

I know what's going on...



by the way, there is a bad news from Taipei,

Three Malaysian women tourists and four others are believed to have
perished in a pre-dawn fire at a 36-year-old hotel in Taipei early yesterday
morning.

For more information, please click here..

my joy

ok, these few days I have been so down and tired..

when I sleep at night, I dream alot, after I woke up, I had forgotten, but i remember it is something bad and awful..
I couldn't have a great night sleep from that day onwards, things have been pondering in my mind, and make me feel so lost..

these 2 days, I stayed at home, but I feel so tired and go to bed again, boring days make me sick, i dont know why.. haiz haiz..

makes me feel better!!

where is my joy? wo de kuai le ne?

announcement

I would like to make an announcement on having a new blog..

I have another brand-new blog which is in Chinese..

The purpose of having a Chinese blog is not replacing with this page..
so, from now onwards, "Keith KJ Leong" is English blog;
whereas "吾の傑" is my Chines blog..

Welcome to click in..

thanks for supporting~~~

复杂

其实嘛，人是个很复杂的动物，不管是生理上还是心理上，人往往都是最复杂的。

矛盾也是我们常常遇到的问题。
就说我这个阶段，这个刚刚入大学的学生，将要踏入社会的成人，遇到的是什么问题？
学业，这是理所当然，但这个所谓的问题，都可以自行解决，但谈到了爱情，我们总是不知所措，对吧？

我常潇洒地说，我这个时候并不适合谈恋爱，因为读书的问题、或者是当大家要出国读书的问题。对！但你觉得我们希望自己独来独往吗？是不是希望有个人可以陪伴、依靠、谈心事？？
常常看到身边的朋友个个都展开了恋爱，一对一对的小情人。即连看电影也希望买双人坐，身边是你的爱人拥抱着的感觉。

这个所谓的梦会几时才出现？

当我出国读书的时候，我是否会真真的遇到我心爱的人，又可以展开一段轰轰烈烈的爱？
是否有人会等待我的出现呢？

爱情的问题，很多时候都是我们城市人所面对的问题，我们也许没有单单纯纯的爱。
作为城市人都是比较繁忙或者要有比较高的条件，或者我也可以说复杂on certain cases..
面对的问题也相当的多。

爱情也是很多人的死穴，无论一个人有多么的本事，也许他们面临着爱情这个东西会不知所措；往往人类在解决爱情问题的方法与解决事业上的问题不一样。人怎么说都是有感情的动物。爱情阿爱情！！

很多人都抛同样的问题给我，
'你这么帅，为什么没有girlfriend？'
先生小姐，爱情有那么儿戏吗？说爱就在一起吗？
你是是否知道我也许爱地要生要死？

爱情的东西，我是个完完全全的失败者，但当我解决别人的问题，又是另外一回事。
所以呢！！！
顺其自然吧！！

又有一种不想睡觉的感觉！！

a new year, hoping I have a better life in future.. yeap!!

赤壁后

27号那天，我看完了“赤壁II”，我第一句不是判断那部戏，而是学了梁朝伟饰演的周瑜的一句话 - 大家都输了。
就连我都赞同，只是立场和角度的看法不同。

去年，我输了很多，今年就别再输了，我输不起。
我要更好的生活，让我改变自己，改变我的态度，改变我那死死的外表。

所以我以全新的我来亮相，
我不再是那死死的样子。

我变了！

今年会更好！！

thankful part I

well, i would like to thank my buddies who, are my primary classmates, celebrated my b'day on 21st Jan, although my b'day is on 26th.. haha.. my b'day falls on the 1st day of Chinese New Year, so the celebration is forced to be set earlier..

in fact, i'm still waiting the pics from SuWan.. lolz..

and people who sent me b'day wishes.. thanks alot..

just for your information, I had changed my hairstyle due to Chinese New Year and refreshing myself with a new look.. i will also change my outlook as in dressing too.. stay tuned..

currently i'm wearing contact lenses, it is not because i'm having short-sighted, just for having a new look.. i have no problem with my eyes.. thanks god.. lolz..
and also thanks to my buddies for the b'day present..



and also, I met Jasmine after months due to many reasons..
happy to see her on that day..
and guess what, we chat non-stop and without realising 4 hours had just passed us by.. lolz..

ok, will meet u up for the b'day celebration for both of us.. lolz..

u may click into her blog and read the article about the outing..
enter Jasmine's blog

in conclusion, I would like to thank people who really remember my b'day, really appreciate..

春节要来临了，你准备好了吗？
那...
就以开开心心的心情来迎接那天的到来吧！
本人也会尽快更新最新的消息。
想知道马来西亚华人怎样庆祝春节吧？
请 stay tuned..

生日快乐！！！！！！！

生命靈數

I saw this somewhere, and I found it out..
it is so accurate, my gosh..
it really analyses your personality and thought..
people who like to know and check, please refer to me and drop me a sms or msg..
thanks..

姓　　名：梁凯杰
靈　　數：2

　　你是個深懂權衡利害得失的人，外表看起來非常大膽，但是在行動前卻早已經過相當謹慎冷靜的思考，最後才作出決定，比如你很重視感情，注重人與人之間的關 係，但也很會保護自己，在與人合作上期望做到公平，一定會算的很精明，有人侵犯到你的領域，會馬上採取行動抵制，是個功利主義者。
　　在事業上，雖然有時會被居於優勢的對手所圍繞，但是你能很慎重、冷靜的計劃，為超越環境限制而努力，因此你能夠針對環境的變化，很快的做出適當的因應措施，然後耐心等待下一個機運到來，結果顯示往往你能戰勝那些力量與才能都超過自己的對手。
　 　在感情上，你很重視與每個朋友的交往關係，尤其是在選擇合作和結婚對象時，特別獨具慧眼，有選擇眼光，當發現對方不是很適合的對象，就會在不知不覺中很 技巧性的遠離對方，盡量不會造成對方太過難堪，但還是會很重視這段關係，繼續維繫彼此的情誼。提醒你如果太過於高傲，會導致周圍人們的反感，造成惡劣的形 象，也不要光是考量到得失與利害，要建立起讓對方打從心底的信任。
　　你的生命目標比較世俗一點，在現實的世界裡找到一生的伴侶，然後成立一個家庭，接著為了養家而有經營事業的行動，經濟上很獨立，是很能幹的一個人。情 緒比較平和與穩定，很能考慮到他人的立場，尤其是面對陌生群眾的時候，會表現出和諧的耐性，對所有人都一視同仁，讓人感覺受到尊重，沒有壓力。
　　喜歡參與社交場合，會主動熱場，取悅他人，扮演團體中的協調角色，也是眾人的開心果，建議你選擇協調性高、或社交方面的工作，可以帶來更多人生的樂趣喔！
　　你的性格特徵是具有陽性及陰性的二種層面，陽性是對外人會顯示個性很強的一面，所以很多事會因為個性太強而形成阻礙。陰柔的一面是很會照顧人，對人富有同情心，尤其會很照顧自己人，也很重視伴侶。
　 　在愛情上，由於你凡事都喜歡講道理，對感情的表達也像好朋友一樣，比較缺乏深情的羅曼蒂克，但是對婚姻有執著的一面，會很想要結婚，然後建立一個家庭， 因為你認為婚姻是人生中很重要的事情，如果婚姻順利，家庭美滿，人生就會過的不錯。提醒你如果太重視人與人的相處，以及與家人的相處，很容易忽略掉其它更 重要的事物喔！
　　你的優點是富有母性的特質，偏向於保護防衛、照顧和親切的情感，雖然有時話不多，但卻可以讓人感受到真心的溫暖與親情，也能夠 發揮出心靈上的關心與照顧，保護別人的心態極強，也很有家庭觀念。你的缺點是容易為了家庭，為了伴侶，會過度強調自己的權威，加上想像力豐富，有時會變得 比較情緒化，不講理。
　　你的天賦潛能是擁有賺錢的本領，多半會從事服務業，比如說賣商品、開店都會做得不錯喔！

2009年的流年運勢
　　因為處在和諧穩定的狀態下，因此對於建立家庭、結婚這方面的事很有幫助，而和戀人間的感情關係也是穩如泰山喔！提醒你在這段期間有貴人將現身，因此要多多結識新的人、事、物，擴大你的生活圈，四處廣結善緣。
　　這個階段與人配合的機會將增加許多，還會有貴人出現，因此需多注意周遭環境的變化，新的機會和契機都可能暗藏其中，需要用心去發掘。與人合作時，記得凡事多方聽取別人的意見，多與人研究分析，才能做出最好的判斷和決策。

when I went through the 2nd time, i read slowly and analyse, i really think that every sentences does fit me well.. omg..
hope the 2009年的流年運勢 really happens on me, i will definately appreciate it..

great 2009 ahead

2009 has stepped in..

I was lonely at crowded town on new year eve..
I feel emo.. no mood..

as I mention million times, 2008 is a bad year for me, yes, I do think so..
hopefully 2009 is new start, everything can be done smoothly..
I want to have a better year..

2009, a great start..

i'm 19 soon, one year older, and approaching my dream..

i'm tired, don't feel like blogging dy..


当你小时候，
你要的拥抱常常是父母的；
长大了，
要的是他人的拥抱；
当了父母，
要的是孩子的拥抱。

现在的我
的拥抱呢？

拥抱是个无法用言语来形容的，
它可以给你无限的温暖和鼓励。
当你倒在地上，
邋遢的你，有人会拥抱吗？

我不再“无聊”！

one month from today

what is the date of 'one month from today'?

it's 26th January..

generally, it is a 1st day of Chinese New Year.. it's CNY again.. here comes again..
it is a special day.. many of my relatives gather together at my granny's place and pai nien and getting angpau.. besides that, we can GAMBLE.. lolz.. it is part of 'tradition'!!
blaming on 'tradition' though.. lolz..

ok, people who know me well, guess they WON'T forget this day..
I had a great celebration this year, as i had mentioned few times on my blog and I really appreciate all this..
i hope I will hear from my friends and darling.. hehe..
SURPRISE also!! haha..

ok, not demanding on anything.. lolz..

well, take care people..
new year, new life..
hope everyone has a better year ahead..

I'm waiting the day after a month..

busy during holidays..

lots of people asking me the same thing over and over again,
the questions are almost surrounded with 'busy at what?'

well, well, make it clear now..

yes, these two weeks i'm too busy and i have no time for myself to watch drama and do my favourite things..

either work or study, or organise grand gathering for my primary classmates..

last week i applied to be off on Saturday, I had gone for a talk which is by Allan Wu..

then I applied for this wednesday, which is today and Saturday for my IELTS test..
after IELTS test, i will be meeting my Saujana buddies at Mid Valley, which they purposedly changed the date and time to adjust the big boss, me lo.. lolz.. thx guys..
at night, i try to make it for discussing the details for the gathering as I'm the co-organiser ya.. hehe..

my part-time job is not 9 to 5, but worse..
we have 3 shifts, which are full-day, morning and afternoon.. we work at least 10 hours..
so just imagine this happens everyday.. one day off per week..

just for the information, I'm working at Juicy Couture in Pavilion at the moment, this is a branded brand, but it is still considered new in M'sia..
well, well, if i have the chance, ya, sure I will upload some pictures to update my dearly readers.. *wink*

yes, everyone is busy at the end of the year, some for working, some for studying..

try to take some time to rest and don't you ever stress out..
life is BZ, but try to manage your time nicely, and you may find it is still ok to you..

holidayssss, shouldn't we be relax??
I want to have my time and do my stuff..

I don't know why I have this kinda feel,
feel like hugging someone.. errrrrrrrr....

Uni talk

well, today is my off day for work, it is because i took leave for attending a talk at my Taylor's University College by Allan Wu, who is known as the host of The Amazing race..

well, well, I really know what I should do in future after today, I am more confirmed.. hehe..

post up one pic then, lazy to blog like an essay.. haha..

gonna work for tomorrow, even Monday holiday I have to work, it is better than staying at home and doin nothing during the long holiday right?

so, I'm even BZier after final.. lolz..

wanted.. 'Rehab and Circus'

what makes me blog eh?

I have been waiting this for so so long..

yet I cant wait for something..

2 things here..

1st, I would like to put Rehab 1st..
Rihanna dear has released her MV, which I listen since the album was out and I am so addicted to this song.. click on my clip..

It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

I need to check into rehab and wake up from my dream..
I have been in my dream, but I thought it is real, but how I can believe?

2nd, it is about my dear, Brit dear.. lolz..
as you guys know, she will be releasing her latest album, Circus on her 27th birthday, right?
hehe..
I got her songsssssssss.... omg..
I'm like a crazy fans, downloading her songs from Net..
sorry dear, i will buy your CD if i got money k? hehe..


this is the songs.. download 'em..
many of these songs are nice, as I always do.. lovin' her every single song.. lolz..

Womanizer
Circus
Out From Under
Kill The Lights
Shattered Glass
If U Seek Amy
Unusual You
Blur
Mmm Papi
Mannequin
Lace And Leather
My Baby

我不被在乎，所以我也不在乎;
若在乎，我也不在乎在乎一切的发生，
所以，我也没得在乎，
为何我还是在乎?
- Keith KJ Leong

decision making

well.. during the holiday, I usually sleep late and wake up late,
but yesterday I had to get myself into bed earlier.. about 12 - 1am..

about 3sth, I was waken up without any reasons.. well, cant get into sleep afterwards..

but, but,
this is usually resulting a bad and sleepy day, as I had not enough sleep, but I really feel fresh, and I had done some thinking during the night on the bed, pick up all the pieces of myself, and see the future clearer..

besides doing revision and preparation for the final paper, I gotta make up my mind where to study.. requirement?? I should have known, ya, i do..

let me make sure everything and get my ass into that..

by the way, I'm my college at this moment..

Jia You!!

everything I do, I think of IT,

everything I do, IT will be the 1st to be considered,

but hopefully IT will not completely affect my thinkings and decisions

and ended up, blinked my sight..

of course, I wish IT will complement with the decisions I made..

listening 'Untouched' and I think of IT again..

my mind is fulled of IT..

Mr Lifestyle of the Rich & Famous

billboard

'Rach & Keith' Ad at train station..

LOVE KEITH!! thanks fans..

what passed is passed.. i'm a broken glasses portriat left behind..

I'm everything for YOUU!!

drawing portrait

my buddies on cinema screen..

my ad at music station..

my old ad at street wall..

at the night street, I'm still attractive always..

me at the billboard of NYC..

being painted on the wall..

Where are you??

smoky hot!! can you handle me??

for more??
facebook album please..


I'm Mr Lifestyle of the Rich & Famous,
Keith KJ Leong..

wahahah.. ><

LOST

what if u have to live without
computer,
mobile phone,
car
and ...
or even 'someone'?

ok, back to my topic..
i believe not many people can live without them..

especially people who live in town,
like us,
being so pampered.. hehe..

the stupid, careless me left my mobile phone at home!

I am so lost lately..

now i am supposed to do my work in front of the computer at the college,
but the question can't get into my mind when I read it..

I'm not sure whether I have entered the holiday mood
or fucking bad mood..

hate it..

plus, there were 2 f-ker kept on making noise next to me, feel like turning back and asking them to shut the f up.. if this happened at the library, they will definately get f-ed by me..

by the way, I might be going for MIFC08.. let me release my tension and stress..

ciao..

ups & DOWNSSS..

well..
when we are moody or having bad time,

some people will choice to be alone and think..

some people will make themselves busy just to "forget" what they are sad for

some will even let themselves be stressed out in order to sleep through the night

some not even want to sleep

some cries


everyone of us will be definately having a bad period, once it is passed, everything will be fine..


for those people who like to reserve and keep things to themselves,
I believe they suffer a lot, yet they don't want to share with others..
at the end, they are just forced to push themselves to the edge..
what is gonna be the next step?



There are ups and downs..
live happily,
making the best for yourselves..

not to say sorry to others, but apologise to yourselves for not taking care of yourselves..

K3!tH need some air to breathe..

meaning of my name

What Leong Kai Jie Means

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs. You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life. You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip. People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Tell me how true it is...
well, I found it quite accurate.. hehe..

ciao..

K3!tH